Maybe it’s just me, but sometimes with the way that I do things, makes you react so negatively. I feel like everything I do is never enough for you, or the fact that everything I do is either embarrassing, a disgrace, or just overall stupid. I’m trying my best to be the girlfriend that you want me to be, but it’s so hard to be that girl, when I’m always given such a small chance. I know I’ve made mistakes in the past, and we’ve argued about them, but the past shouldn’t matter. It’s the person now that matters, forget the past. How can I change my past, when it made me who I am right now? I don’t want you to always refer to my past, because you liked me for who I am now, so just appreciate my learning from the past and move on. But somethings will just never change, and that’s me. You can either learn to love my flaws, or kick me out of your life. I’ll always feel like this around you, because I can never see if I’m good enough. I can never make you smile, I can never make you feel 100% man. What makes you think that I’m worthy of being your girlfriend, if all I do is make you feel like crap?
