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Blogged at: 8:45AM

I don’t know how long this one will be, depending on the amount of time I have before I have to leave for Church. But ever since the whole blow up with my SAT AP score that I got home, I didn’t really get a chance to highlight yesterday’s events.

Yesterday: I had a good time yesterday, after the whole blow up. It was my brother-in-law’s birthday, so we celebrated by eating fried rice, lobster, and beef stew. It was really good, except I didn’t feel like eating a lot of meat, so I just ate the beans from the beef stew and fried rice. I forgot that Annie was coming over, because I left my phone upstairs so she came along anyways. Any who, we ate and we also got cake. I guess my mom didn’t like it how Annie took the biggest piece and didn’t let the birthday boy get one, because the whole evening she kind of gave me a face saying, “Don’t let it ever happen again.” Eh, she’s always going to be like that. So afterwards I decided to talk to Juicy and eventually when I did Annie did too. After a while I talked to the cutest couple yet, Amanda and her boyfriend Kenneth. My cousin came down from Anaheim late at night, around 8:00PM. So we played ping-pong, air-hockey, and Medal of Honor. Of course, my controller didn’t work so I couldn’t play as well . So he ended up leaving around 12:05 midnight, and I was so pooped I pass out.

Today: I’m not sure what’s going to happen today, but I’ll eventually find out soon enough after Church and at work Until then, toodles!

Blogged at: 4:55PM

Ah, today was a bust. Turns out I didn’t get to see him, but it’s okay. He made me feel happier when he signed on just to tell me that he misses and loves me. Ah, as much as it feels retarded celebrating these “monthsery” stuff, in two days it’ll be our sixteen month that we’ve been together That’s pretty good! Haha.

Afternoon: So instead of going to work, I decided to hit up the Asian Garden Mall with my parents and my little brother. We were looking for parking spots, and this lady was just about to back out. So my dad signaled and waited patiently to park the car, when this idiot takes OUR parking spot. What the hell. So my dad almost hit the guy’s car and my mom honks. I screamed in the back going, “Are you a #$**&^$#@?!” Eventually we parked on the street and as we were walking towards the mall, we saw the family who stole our parking spot. Eh, I felt bad for him since he had five kids and he just came over from Vietnam (you can kind of tell these things). He’s just lucky my sister didn’t go with us, she’d blow up on his face and possibly key his car. Just kidding about keying his car, but probably give him an ear-ful of nasty stuff. I ate before we left, so I just sat around waiting for my parents to finish eating, and I went off to the knick-knack stores around the mall. My brother and I decided to go around and I bought a pair of heart shaped peace sign earrings for $4.99, a rainbow t-shirt for $9.99, a polka dotted Carpe Diem pencil case for $2.99, Monokuro Boo star origami paper for $1.00, and a Taito bear money bag for $3.99. I was very close to buying this Keroppi alarm clock that matched my green wall in my room, but it was too small. I’ll probably come back and buy it since it’s $6.99. So after greeting some family friends who work there, we decided to stop by my grandma’s house to say hi. Twenty minutes into the conversation my brother fell asleep, and apparently I passed out. Haha, oh well. My parents decided to go home and I felt this massive migraine flowing about in my head, so I assumed I was dehydrated. Today wasn’t as bad as I thought it was after all. Plus, I have nifty things that eventually tear and wear away before I get to use them.

Photos of my shopping items:

Pencil bag, Earrings, Bag, Origami

Upclose of bag

Rainbow shirt with Pockets

Seventeen Daily Freebie

Daily Gimmes

“Love is just like a game, but sometimes you lose”

Blogged at: 11:14AM

Okay, let’s start with this blog with some happy stuff, then I’ll explain the whole meaning behind the title of the blog itself.

Jobs: I found out I could apply to Cold Stones, and for every shift that I work there, I can make myself a free ice cream cone Too bad I don’t eat ice cream, but they do pay $11/hour.

Here are the stores that I applied too: Footlocker (drop off application), Journeys (drop off application), Vans, Anchor Blue (drop off application), Vitamin World, Walgreens (tell manager I filled an application online), Finishline (tell manager I filled an application online), Cold Stones
Here are the stores that I have yet to apply too: Pacsun, Zumies, Target

Relationship: Well anyways, last night we got into an argument about how I find it ridiculous how he’s getting a new car every two years. What’s the point? Sigh, and then he blamed it all on me, which led me to start to cry. I couldn’t take it anymore, he doesn’t understand how bad he hurts me with the things he says to me. It’s like, can’t you take a chill pill and just listen for once about what you are saying =/ You don’t understand how bad it hurts me, when you talk with emotions like that. So eventually I hung up, and I did something that I hadn’t done since a year ago. It was pretty bad, and I have a scar now. But I hate the fact that it’s always about US that causes me to self-mutilate. I wish he realizes how much he hurts me, I wish he KNEW how much it makes me cry at night. I mean he hears me crying at night, but for some reason he’s oblivious to it or something. But anyways, I don’t even know if we are together anymore, because this morning I woke up really badly. I have this very bad migraine, worse than the ones I had before. I don’t think I’ll do well on today’s test now.

Brandon Hines – When A Girl Cries Lyrics:

[Verse 1:]
Are you afraid to love her
(When you come on home and sit quietly in the dark)
You woke in bed with another
(You looked all right and you constantly played with her heart)
You’re never there to hold her
(She lays alone and pleases herself at night)
Why can’t you see she’s yearning for your attention but you rather make her cry

[Bridge:]
It won’t be to long before she cries out all her tears
Then you will be all alone

[Chorus:]
‘Cause when a girl cries
Her tears never lie
Maybe she wants you out of her life
Or maybe she hides what she feels inside
It hurts so bad she feels like she could die
Why when a girl cries if there’s a smile
Maybe she wants you to stay in her life
‘Cause when a girl cries, you must decide are you really treating her right?
Oh when a girl cries..

[Verse 2:]
Are you afraid of one love?
(You keep plenty around but they don’t mean nothing no)
She’s missing your love and affection
(Staying nights on the town with some help from the other homes)
Ohh nigga what you be thinking
(You know she holds you down)
Why aren’t you willing to make it last
It’s a major mistake you’re making
(You know she’s the one)
But you’re gonna let her pass

[Repeat Bridge]
[Repeat Chorus]

She might be the most important part of your life
But you can’t even see it ’cause you aren’t treating her right
You need to treat her better, You need to treat her sweeter
You need to hold on to her, ’cause when a girl cries..

[Repeat Chorus]

=/ Sigh.

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Maybe it’s just me, but sometimes with the way that I do things, makes you react so negatively. I feel like everything I do is never enough for you, or the fact that everything I do is either embarrassing, a disgrace, or just overall stupid. I’m trying my best to be the girlfriend that you want me to be, but it’s so hard to be that girl, when I’m always given such a small chance. I know I’ve made mistakes in the past, and we’ve argued about them, but the past shouldn’t matter. It’s the person now that matters, forget the past. How can I change my past, when it made me who I am right now? I don’t want you to always refer to my past, because you liked me for who I am now, so just appreciate my learning from the past and move on. But somethings will just never change, and that’s me. You can either learn to love my flaws, or kick me out of your life. I’ll always feel like this around you, because I can never see if I’m good enough. I can never make you smile, I can never make you feel 100% man. What makes you think that I’m worthy of being your girlfriend, if all I do is make you feel like crap?

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New layout, i felt black was too dark: Yesterday was a crazy way to start my Valentine’s Day. I wouldn’t say it was the best Valentine’s Day that I’ve ever had, but it ended up being okay. Jarion came up and tried to be funny, at first I thought it was funny until him and Tandeep got into a fight. Of course, I ran in between them and I got hit in the head -___x Besides that Tandeep got me the Hope Diamond necklace, and I gave him this felt back with “Franky the Chicken” in the front, and inside a bag of reeses chocolate hearts, a valentine’s day card, and a stuffed animal. Today I’m thinking of going to see Step Up 2 with Annie and pick her up. Besides, that life is pretty good! Happy 11 months baby, and happy belated 20 months bestie <3

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All I’ll ever be known to him is someone who fucked up a relationship. No, I ruined it for every other girl. I’m never going to be girlfriend material, and I’ll never treat him right. I was just never meant to be with someone, ‘cus all I’ll ever do is hurt them. I never wanted to hurt him, and I did. But nothing in the world can change the fact that he hates me, that he’s mad at me, and that he would never want to be with me ever again.

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Besides all of that, I finally went to Walmart and got all the stuff I need for Japan. I’m going from January 26th until February 3rd (9 day trip) The list is as follows:

* If I butchered the spelling of the Brand Names, my bad
+ Travel Sized Shampoo Bottles (Quantity: 3; Brand: Garnier Fructis)
+ Travel Sized Body Wash (Quantity: 3; Brand: Dove)
+ Travel Sized Hair Spray (Quantity: 1; Brand: Pantene Pro V)
+ Travel Sized Toothpaste (Quantity: 2; Brand: Colgate)
+ Travel Sized Lotion size Medium (Quantity: 2; Brand: Aveeno)
+ Travel Sized moist towelettes (Quantity: 2; Brand: Wet Ones)
+ Travel Sized tissues (Quantity: 12-14; Brand: Kleenex)

Things I already have:
+ Hair brush (Quantity: 1)
+ Make up
- Eye liner (Quantity: 1)
- Lip gloss (Quantity: 1)
- Chapstick (Quantity: 1)
+ Q-tips (Quantity: 10)
+ Tooth brush (Quantity: 1)
+ Feminine stuff
- Pads (Quantity: 9) *Only if I have my period that week
- Tweezers (Quantity: 1)
- Deodorant (Quantity: 1)
+ Camera & Camera charger
+ Cell phone & Cell phone charger + phone cards to call home
+ Ipod & Ipod charger
+ Journal to write what I saw that day
- Pens or pencils
+ Magazines (Flight is a whole day long)

Clothes that I’m bringing:
+ 2 Jackets
+ 4-5 Pair of jeans
+ 9 Pairs of underwear
+ 4-5 Bras
+ 9 Pairs of socks
+ 4-5 Pajamas
+ 8-9 T-shirts/tanks

NOTE: I’m only allowed to bring one luggage, a backpack, and a purse.
If there is anything you think I should bring along, tell me so I can pack it <3

I decided after a long thinking period, that I didn’t like my first AP Biology project. So I decided to start all over, and I ended up doing a better job with this one. It took me about 3 hours to finish up. Each black string holds a tRNA that has a magnetic strip on it. The amino acids are then able to be attached to the magnet (circular shaped). The ribosomes are slide-able , so they can move left to right or vice versa. The thing in the corner is an enzyme that will break apart the ribosome and release all the amino acids. I was pretty clever, plus it’s fruity! Click the link to see the photos!

 

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I have officially completed one of my New Years Resolutions for 2008. I am currently licensed, that’s right. I can legally drive now. Besides all of that, I guess I’m just laying back and hopefully get the magnets to stick together on my project. Other than that, I need to go get red ink for the printer and print out the background of the cells. Otherwise, I can’t stick anything on the board yet. I’ll probably have to drive to go get it later. At first I though driving around would be amazing, but it’s only boring. Haha, anyways yeah Things are going well for me. I love 2008. I spent New Years Eve just talking to people online and watching t.v. Then on New Years Day, we had a family party at my house. Apparently my driver’s ed teacher cancelled on me, so my sister decided to take Dale, Jenny, me, and her husband along to go to Boomers. We played a lot of games and won over 1,000 tickets. My niece is hoping to win a guitar. We ate there, and went to Toy’s R Us, to see if there’s anything my niece wanted for her birthday. We planned to each give her twenty five bucks to go spend on whatever she wants to get for her birthday. As for my birthday this summer, I’m hoping to have a small Greek Toga party. I am liking 2008 more and more <33

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I guess there is an advantage of sleeping in the cold. When I took a shower in the morning I realized that my little muffin topper is disappearing slowly. Although I could just be jinxing it as always. *Knocks on wood. Ahaha, I’m very superstitious, because whatever I end up saying ends up coming true. Anyways, lately I’ve been quite a lazy bum. I need to learn to wake up earlier. I’m setting up my alarm clock to wake up earlier, and I’m going to work on my project. I swear I better be finished with this project, or I’ll go insane, for reals. I’m quite nervous about my driver’s test. Although a lot of people passed, I’m quite short for my age so I think that’ll go against me, big time. Besides that my parents are both going to San Diego tomorrow in the morning and won’t come home until late at night. So much for bad timing, because Tandeep is going with his family up north to Big Bear for the weekend. One thing for sure is, hopefully I get to spend time with my bestie, and let things fix itself. Plus, I could use some help cooking, too. Anyways :) let’s go chill! <3